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I wander through from day to day Listening Observing I feel myself slipping away Becoming jaded Losing touch with the reality I envisioned for myself Lost I have built barriers around myself Protecting what little self ideal I still hold Afraid Thoughts run through my head I can only ignore them for so long before they claim my sanity Constantly wondering why Falling back to the cold and lonely path Shutting out the people I love I have lost the focus I once had Indifferent to the world One thing dominates my thoughts And yet Even it does not matter The harsh truth of the world is setting in My motivation is lost in search of reason If it doe

Dreaming of the thing of my desire Your soft touch Your warm embrace I hold out my hand hoping for your acceptance Your smile is the spark that sets my soul on fire Captured in the moments that I never want to end Embrace so warm Smile so soft Euphoria And yet it is only a dream I awaken into a harsh reality A reality of uncertainty Reaching out for what was there only moments before Only to find nothing Longing for sleep once more If only to see your beautiful face To hear your sweet voice pour from your lips once more If only if only The realization finally sets in I am falling in love with you

Life is a beautiful lie Loved by many through deception Listless dreams Ambition So hard to give up And yet Death is a painful truth Overwhelming darkness An essence of enveloping despair The reaper laughs a cold hard laugh Marking it all as true

Let me free Free from the grip of your cold embrace Hate burns in your eyes Love lost Heart shattered like glass on the stone floor Lonely I wait for the warm embrace that may never come Nobody cares Nobody comes Unfeeling Sadness slowly fading to a numb reality Anticipation mounting Only to come crashing down All for you

You gaze off into the distance Longing thoughts heavy on your shoulders A red rose held to your chest Reaching out but finding nothing Frustration resolved into acceptance Your strong gaze captivates me Open to a mystery Emotions coming to a head Thoughts of love drowned out by fear Trying to catch your eye If only to give you my heart.

Cold metal skeleton Intent Logical Soft blue eyes Nothing more than lights against the darkness Experiments gone wrong Mistakes that cannot be undone Sentient being Cold and calculating Eradication Grasping for the concept that isn't there Mistaken And yet everything is lost.

Gazing deep violet eyes Fading around the edges Staring Burning through the veil Probing the psyche Reaching a crescendo Ecstatic longing Whispering as paint on a canvas Simple Elegant Flight of the butterfly

Limits, Breaking through time and space Falling, simply falling with confusion in its wake Glancing around seeing all the tired eyes Wasted uncomprehending stares of awe Lost in years of theoretical thinking Contemplating the cosmos Small bits of a story slowly coming together Bits of paper Capturing the essence Failing Figures controlling us all Limits bro.

Frozen features dark as death A single point outlined in red Piercing gaze from a cold heart Jaw set in sick satisfaction Pity Silent collector of vivacity Suspended in time A sentient entity bounded by no physicality Inevitability Invoking fear by its very nature Deathly wings heavy with misfortune Thankless endeavors unavoidable Succumb

My roses stab me with steel thorns Their silence drives me into madness Their truth frightens me Thrown into the turmoil of my own mind No escape Speaking to myself because I am too weak to be alone It is cold where I am Promises unfulfilled My roses cry tears of regret Moments of joy Anger Sadness Soft steel petals caress my cheek Their salt stings the wounds that will never heal As my roses gently weep